Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Having a Hard Time


I'm not sure if anyone reads my blog and might be wondering where I have disappeared to....I was quite prolific at one time...... but we are coming up to Christmas and I am just barely able to make it out of bed to go to work.
Christmas is a family time and we are missing our Nicky. Both of my children were the brightest souls around and people felt drawn to them because of their warmth and sensitivity.
I'm sorry but living without one of them right now feels absolutely unbearable.

I have two weeks off over the holidays and I plan on getting back to my reviews. I love it after all...I am still reading...just not able to put fingers to keyboard.

I hope that your holidays are EXACTLY the way that you wish them to be...........

Love,

Tam

10 comments:

Anna said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. ((HUGS))

--Anna
Diary of an Eccentric

Beth F said...

Holidays can be so difficult. Hang in there and come back to reading and blogging when you're able.

Darlene said...

Trying to get through Christmas and missing those gone is one of the hardest things to do. Your son was beautiful. I'll be praying for you all. Don't worry about blogging-we'll all still be here. Just take care of you and your family right now. Hugs to you.

Anonymous said...

I can't imagine your specific grief, but am well acquainted with pain, so I pray you will have the strength to not only get through Christmas but have joy in the midst of it as you remember what a precious gift you were given in the life of your wonderful son. Take care and may God give you peace that you need in your heart.

Anonymous said...

Hang in there... you're in my thoughts and prayers.

Toni said...

I am so so so sorry. It must be so hard. Please take care. Blogland is always here for you. I am glad that you wrote and I hope that you can have some healing and peace. Hugs to you.

Lisa said...

Holidays are such a difficult time when we can't be with the people we love. I hope that something in the season can bring you a measure of comfort.

Luanne said...

Tamara - Know that you have lots of bloggy friends that will be here whenever you need. Thank you for sharing pictures of Nick. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

BooksandWool said...

Tam
I am here if you need someone to listen. Just a call away. My thoughts and prayers are with you, Paul, and Madeliene.

Anonymous said...

{{{HUGS}}}